Seriously?

Ok God, this isn't funny anymore. What exactly am I not getting? I know that there must be something to learn from these experiences, but in the moment, I only feel stress. Our breadwinner fell on his hand last night and may have broken it. It's a little scary now as we wait to go to the Dr. to see if he'll be able to continue working. Of course I would get a job if it came down to it, our family must be provided for. Somehow I don't think MY 9-5 would end at 5 as there will always be laundry and dishes and dinner and the baby to tend to. I must find a way to turn my creative outlet into monetary value. What is my time worth? Staying home with my daughter is priceless, but unfortunately, it doesn't pay our bills. Purple, magenta, teal and just a hint of navy thrown in to spice things up. Endless ripples and the only thoughts in my head are 1, 2, 3, 4 ,5, 6, 7 chain 2...lose myself in crochet. It's not like we spilled hot coffee on ourselves from an unnamed restaurant and now are suing for damages to the ring of 1 million dollars. Now that I think about it, I could use a cup of coffee.....HOT coffee.